Wow... it's been way too long... the main reason, is cause i keep forgetting my stupid password. Anyhow... WORK. Ya that thing we do everyday, just to get by, and when you look at your paycheck , you wounder why the hell you crawl outta bed every morning. I kill myself everyday, just to make a buck... and i do mean Just To Make A Buck. I need to win the lotto or something, maybe i should ask Anna Nicole. But i don't think i could do it with someone that much older than me. Besides i want to have children. So i decided to take the next week off of work, and i'm broke. I can't even take a vacation and have spending money.
sinn [Thursday, October 26, 2006]
hi all, work has been interesting, now they want a dr's note everytime i'm sick.... i think that's real funny cause there is no way i'm gonna sit in a hospital waiting room for 2 hours everytime i'm not feeling well to get a stupid note. Furthermore, it cost $10 per note, hell no, they funny, everyone in that place will get sick before i get a note. Hung out with D on Thursday, he came to the house, and hung out with me and Ray. Friday we went downtown and i bought two books, now i have all 4 of Kelley Armstrong's books she's an awesome author, if you are into witches, werewolves and such things. Later We went to the HotBox as always... and he met up with a friend of his, i was freezing so i took the bus and subway back to scarberia and he went to his friends' place. He said he'd meet up with me today, and that he'd be comming over. I hope he does, i like it when he's around me. I talked to Micheal yesturday on line, i'm a little confused about where we stand though. He's hot and he's a great person. But i'm not sure about jumping into anything right now. I just have to think everything over and make up my mind as to what it is i'm gonna do. Raymi where are you, i need you right now.
sinn [Saturday, November 20, 2004]
Well, what's new and exciting? Not much over here. Last night I called into work and said i couldn't makeit in. I was so tired. i went to bed and figured i'd be up maybe about 4am from all the sleep i'd gotten. Nope, was i ever wrong. I didn't get up til 7am this morning, guess i was really tired. DAMN.
I have decided that maybe i will enter the dating pool again. Not jumping in all at once, this time, testing out the water first. It's weird you know, life. Things change so fast, people are not always the way they seem, and we all grow up so fast. Thought about a lot of things in the past couple of days. All the people that i grew up with, the ones that knew the old me. What are they doing in their lives now. I wonder how many of them actually finished college, and went to University. Who got married, who's died. Who has a drug habit, who never bothered to change at all. I just miss everyone, and i wonder how different life would be if i never moved to Toronto, and met all the people that i did. Ex's, social workers, collegues.
Anyway, enough of this nonsense from me. I have to get supper ready then get ready for work. Also, trying to decide whether i want to go back to school in January or get a second job. Maybe one day, someone i had gone to school with will see this and remember me. In the case of this happening, just want you to know, life has be a very fuzzy peach, was great for the most part til you get to the worm, then everything get really intense but not necessarily bad. Oh wait not a fuzzy peach but a big ole dirty bottle o' TEQUILA..... lmao. ok ok ok somethings don't change, i love my alcohol, and i hope my liver never quits on me, cause i don't think i can ever give up Jose.lol
sinn [Wednesday, November 17, 2004]
i need something and i can't figure out what. Ok thats a damn lie, Derick understands, these things which i can not explain. He's out with Sam right now and they are having a great time. ( yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa) I'm at Donna's, she has the entire house packed and i will be helping her move tomorrow. Sam is awesome, this girl is so full of life and she's funny too. she's spunkie and has an awesome rack. hehehhehehhehe she'd laugh if she read that. Anywho waiting for Brett to get here so i can go to bed. He's helping too. Bought Chaise his Chistening present today, his first Celtic Cross. Just had some Greek food and i'm exhausted, i couldn't even finish half. Ya, i'm depressed alright. Oh ya, i'm moving next summer. To British Columbia!!!! Liz is comming too, it'll be great, i'm trying to convince Derick to come but he has his obligations here. So i think i'll dericknapp him for the summer.
sinn [Friday, September 24, 2004]
Well it's been a while and i feel like life is worthless all over again. The anniversary of the saddest day of my life is comming up and i'm not impressed.Though, i've been spending a lot of time with my friend Derick. He's awesome, he needs a good woman in his life! you may hand in your resume here......Then of course there's HippieToes, she's the bestest, and Ray Ray. Damn, don't know what i would have done without them this summer. They made a world of difference. However i need some cash so i can go visit all my friends all over the place. Here's an idea, how about all of you move here, less cost in travel expences. Ok gotta go, i need to make some breakfast..... ya ya ya for those of you that know me really well, don't ask.... anywho, i'm gonna go now, cause i have nothing to say.
sinn [Friday, September 17, 2004]
Happy Fucking Canada Day! I did it again, went to my stupid doctor's office today just to find out they were closed and my appointment if for tomorrow. How annoying. Came home and tried to sleep, but my doorknob of a neighbour decided that today was a good day to saw down trees.
He also killed the baby Blue Jays that were nesting in the tree in the front yard. Came over to my friend's place, they live right next door.... and decided to watch some movies after sitting on his computer all damn day long. But i get to listen to the movie cause his retarded tv won't play the picture..... Hannibal is doing good, she was being a pain in the ass earlier though. So now i'm back online, letting out my frustrations, cause i'm bored and i can.... Still haven't gotten to talk to Raymi. Missin her like mad, she's my sanity. OK, i'm gonna go sit in my tub for the next two hours and get all pruny..lmao what a horrific visual that makes, hehehhehehe. I need to put some damn pictures up already, this is pathetic. Anywhooo.. I have a date with Val Helsing.
Ciao
Touch Me
sinn [Friday, July 02, 2004]
Here i am back in The Ville.... i love comming out here. I get to see my friends and have a great time for a few days. Then i have to go back to T.O and go to work Saturday night. Didn't get much sleep last night, kinda feeling weird. I messed up and someone i was looking forward to seeing i didn't get to, hopefully i get to see him tonight. PLease don't be upset no more...... I just feel horrible, i hate to make people worry. And he sat around worrying and i was woundering why he hadn't shown up at our friends place. My fault, hopefully i can make it up to him. Ok i'm depressed all over again, time to go now.
Touch Me
sinn [Friday, June 11, 2004]
Damn, can't believe it. I haven't written since July..............Well, it obvious nothing special or worthwhile has happened in my life in that time. Nothing special is happening now really, but fuck it. My biggest headache now, is that i am truely in love with someone and can't do anything about it. YA ya ya i know.... how sappy is that!!! It fucking sucks. I finally love someone, and they don't give a shit. Not that i blame them really; When you hurt people, why should they give a fuck about you? He's the only guy i have ever really loved in my entire life and it doesn't fucking matter. What does matter then? huh? Does anyone know? does anyone care? Why do I give a shit so much, he obviously doesn't. Just to feel him by my side holding me tight at night. That's what I want. To watch him sleep, and kiss his lips, to feel his touch is what i need. All the things that i once had and lost... those are the things i want back...Story of my fucking life... everything i ever needed or wanted, all the things that used to be, it seems like my whole existance is filled with a hopes and dreams, it's like everything is a fucking wishlist. And Santa ain't coming this Christmas. Why the fuck is this happening to me? I don't know, and i'm trying not to care.. but the more i try the more i do. And unfortunately..........I Do still love you.
sinn [Sunday, December 07, 2003]
Well, it's been a while hasn't it? So much has happened since i last posted anything, sorry pics are still on hold, but they're comming, scanner is temp. down. Had an awsome time for my birthday back in June. Went to Wonderland with my sister and a couple friends. First tiome ever going there, so it was kinda new and a lot of fun. Started talking with a friend again, and she's great, met some more really kewl people too. The Dkye March this year was an experience and a half... ran into some people i haven't seen in a while, but the stupid bars only had licences til 4am instead of 5am... so i missed all the alcohol. No i totally wasn't happy about that. Talked to Raymi, she's doing ok, but i miss her, and i'm trying to drag her ass bad around this way, but she's being stubborn. Anyone who knows her, knows what i mean. But hey this shit happens. Anyway, i gotta get back to work now. But i'll be back!!! Like the Bad Habit I Am. Latez
sinn [Tuesday, July 08, 2003]
I am not an alcoholic, i just love to booze it up. But dammit they really gotta lower the price or drinks dammit, i'm going broke!!!
Well, it's that time again, moving day... yuck, i hate the fact that eveything is a fucking mess and so unorganized. Dammit, why can't i just zap it where i want it, and if i don't just make it dissappear. After this weekend hopefully everything will be normal again. Got me a kick ass roomate. Still can't get a hold of Raymi cause she's too damn popular. GRRRRR. and she doesn't reply to fucking emails. Screw it, I'll just go out and get laid, and have a damn good time, then send her the pics in the mail. LMAO. that'll get her fucking attention.anyway... i'm outta here, lataz
sinn [Thursday, February 27, 2003]
Flirt Flirt Flirt, gotta love doing it! The way it makes you feel inside. Kinda unsure how things are gonna go. Til the end of the night, when you and someone else are making out and gettin down and dirty. Yes, unlike most of my friends, i can be quite the little slut. Hey, when i want it, I want it. Plain and simple. Yummy Yummy
sinn [Monday, February 10, 2003]
Did a construction job today, worked for 10 hours. then grabbed a shower and a bite to eat, then went to my regular job. Totally sore, and hurting mentally right now. lol
Got to hang out with my brothers and cousin, my sister and my ex. It was a lot of work, but it was really cool, all of us working together and no one arguing.Gotta do this again soon.
sinn [Sunday, February 09, 2003]
EXTRA EXTRA................. PARTY IN THE SHWA
That's right peeps there's a party coming up.
Jack's Saloon...just take a cab there they know where it is (a cab from the train staion)
FEB 15th
FETISH PARTY................ kewl prizes for best get up or down.
See you all there.
sinn [Tuesday, February 04, 2003]
another day another dollar. Well i'm tired of all this shit, why the fuck do i work so damn hard and have nothing to show for it. Work all the damn time get another job, get scammed over and over, then to find out you have no cash cause you gotta save every penny for rent. It's a friggen waste. It truely is, there has got to be something better out there.
sinn [Tuesday, February 04, 2003]
Happy Friggin New Year.............. Arrive alive.............. Drink Responsibly............... Take a damn Taxi tonight, we have them for a reason. Party Hard... Fuck Harder
sinn [Tuesday, December 31, 2002]
Well it's been a while since i last wrote anything. That's cause i've been busy.... I do have a life you know!!!!!! Friends are amazing and work is a bitch as usual. But hey, money does make the world go round. Kick ass jam comming up this weekend. Jerkbank playing The Kathedral on friday night. $5 ya so it's an all ages jam... GOT A PROBLEM ???? No, good, hope to you everyone there. They're amazing. Ciao for now......
sinn [Monday, December 16, 2002]
Having friends is a great feeling. But knowing there is always someone there you can trust and talk to when things go wrong is awsome.Seen someone for the first time in ages and they made me feel like i was on top of the world. Honesty.... what more can you really ask for. They're happy in their life now, and i'm happy for them. I just wish everyone else could get off their back and just wish this couple the best, cause they deserve it. they make each other happy, and that's what counts.
sinn [Sunday, December 08, 2002]
Hey, so what gives, it's my favorite time of year and the holiday that means anything, and all it took is one person to ruin it for me.... as usual. As if looking like the good year blimp wasn't bad enough. Oh well, whatever, throwing on the $ 400 outfit i bought, and gonna go out and have a good time. To hell with everything and everyone else................It's time to celebrate Sahain... remember people, Party hard and Fuck harder.....Enjoy.
sinn [Wednesday, October 30, 2002]
Ok , update the party is gonna be a 70's party instead, don't want everyone getting arrested for indecent exposure now. Gotta think of the poor children that you run into on your way.
sinn [Thursday, October 10, 2002]
Hey, sorry haven't written in a while, been caught up.... Anyway.. gotta get the scanner working so i can put up the pix, of yours truely getting completely and totally trashed out in The Shwa. It was an awsome party and everyone there got plastered, half of us are still wondering how the hell we got to our destinations at the end of the night.
All in all, a great weekend spent with great friends, and new friends. Looking forward to the next one.If anyone is ever interested in joining our wild and crazy parties, check out the listings for Jack's Saloon out in the Shwa.
Next Party Should be the almighty TOGA PARTY.... Undress you all then.
sinn [Wednesday, October 09, 2002]
Are there any real people out there anymore..... Keep your sweet words to yourself cause they hold nothing to them, save the corny complements for those that don't see themselves going anywhere in life without someone to lean on. Screw the self pity, it's a waste of energy. Ain't no one worth your time and energy. We just make exceptions for those we feel deserve it. So when you get shot down, don't cry, you did it all to yourself. Move on and start the vicious cycle all over again. LOL, welcome to Life..... in case you didn't know, it is a game. Survival of the fittest, only the strong survive. The choices are yours to make, break and acqumilate. I choose not to be The Prey. Alone i was born........Alone i do stand.................Alone i shall die.
sinn [Wednesday, September 18, 2002]
Depression sux................. but what can one do. There is nothing to stop it, nothing to cure it, it is it's own entity feeding off us like a parasite. Until there is nothing left.Pain on the other hand, i look at as Weakness leaving the body. But what do you do when you already know what to expect and don't wish to go through it again. Seems like i'm in one of those grit your teeth and bare it situations. Go through the pain, or let an illness kill you. Excuse me doc, but is there a third option, i find these two quite unacceptable. Life is full of choices, but if i chose option number one, i'm making reservations to the nearest loonie bin. For killing the doctor holding the needle, and the nurse who thinks she can restrain me. then there is option number two.Where, for the duration of life left in this dying body of mine, i get to listen to everyone bitch about how selfish i'm being, and get to watch them all walk away, just so it hurts less in the end for them. hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmm who the fuck is being selfish...i wonder.All in All, we all hurt at some point, and in the end we all die. So why the hell, do people always make others feel bad about wanting to die now rather than later. If it ends the pain and the suffering, then i say do it........... My Body, My choice.
sinn [Tuesday, September 10, 2002]
Youth Gone Wild
Since I was born they couldn't hold me down
Another misfit kid, another burned-out town
Never played by the rules I never really cared
My nasty reputation takes me everywhere
I look and see it's not only me
So many others have stood where I stand
We are the young so raise your hands
They call us problem child
We spend our lives on trial
We walk an endless mile
We are the youth gone wild
We stand and we won't fall
We're the one and one for all
The writing's on the wall
We are the youth gone wild
Boss screamin' in my ear about who I'm supposed to be
Getcha a 3-piece Wall Street smile and son you'll look just like me
I said "Hey man, there's something that you oughta know.
I tell ya Park Avenue leads to Skid Row."
I look and see it's not only me
We're standin' tall ain't never a doubt
We are the young, so shout it out
They call us problem child
We spend our lives on trial
We walk an endless mile
We are the youth gone wild
We stand and we won't fall
We're the one and one for all
The writing's on the wall
We are the youth gone wild
They call us problem child
We spend our lives on trial
We walk an endless mile
We are the youth gone wild
We stand and we won't fall
We're the one and one for all
The writing's on the wall
We are the youth gone wild
We are the youth gone wild
sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
Paradise City
Just a'urchin livin under the street
I'm a hard case that's tough to beat
Im your charity case
So buy me somethin' to eat
I'll pay you at another time
Take it to the end of the line
Ragz to richez or so they say
Ya gotta-keep pushin' for thefortune and fame
It's all a gamble
When it's just a game
Ya treat it like a capital crime
Evrybody's doin' their time
~CHORUS~
Take me down
To the paradise city
Where the grass is green
And the girls are pretty
Take me home
Strapped in the chair of the city's gas chamber
Why I'm here I can't quite remember
The surgeon general says it's hazardous to breath
Tell me ya gonna believe
~CHORUS~
So far away
So far away
So far away
So far away
Captain America's been torn apart
Now he's a court jester with a broken heart
He said
Turn me around and take me back to the start
I must be losin' my mind "Are you blind"
I've seen it all a million times
sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
Knockin' On Heaven's Door
(Bob Dylan)
Mama take this badge from me
I can't use it anymore
It's getting dark too dark to see
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Mama put my guns in the ground
I can't shoot them anymore
That cold black cloud is comin' down
Feels like I'm knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
Kn-knockin' on heaven's door
"You just better start sniffin' your own
rank subjugation jack 'cause it's just you
against your tattered libido, the bank and
the mortician, forever man and it wouldn't
be luck if you could get out of life alive"*
Kn-kn-knockin' on heaven's door
sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
Sweet Child O' Mine
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where evrything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
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sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
You Could Be Mine
(Stradlin / Rose)
Special Thanks to Bernie Taupin and Elton John*
I'm a cold heartbreaker
Fit ta burn and I'll rip your heart in two
An I'll leave you lyin' on the bed with your ass in the air
I'll be out the door before ya wake
It's nuthin' new ta you
'Cause I think *we've seen that movie too
'Cause you could be mine
But you're way out of line
With your bitch slap rappin'
And your cocaine tongue
You get nuthin' done
I said you could be mine
Now holidays come and then they go
It's nothin' new today
Collect another memory
When I come home late at night
Don't ask me where I've been
Just count your stars I'm home again
'Cause you could be mine
But you're way out of line
With your bitch slap rappin'
And your cocaine tongue
You get nuthin' done
I said you could be mine
You've gone sketchin' too many times
Why don't ya give it a rest
Why
Must you find
Another reason to cry
While you're breakin' down my back n'
I been rackin' out my brain
It don't matter how we make it
'Cause it always ends the same
You can push it for more mileage
But your flaps r' wearin' thin
And I could sleep on it 'til mornin'
But this nightmare never ends
Don't forget to call my lawyers
With ridiculous demands
An you can take the pity so far
But it's more than I can stand
'Cause this couchtrip's gettin' older
Tell me how long has it been
'Cause 5 years is forever
An you haven't grown up yet
You could be mine
But you're way out of line
With your bitch slap rappin'
And your cocaine tongue
You get nuthin' done
I said you could be mine
You should be
You could be mine
Yeah!
sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
Yesterdays
(Arkeen / James / Billy / Rose)
Yesterday, there was so many things
I was never told
Now that I'm startin' to learn
I feel I'm growing old
'Cause yesterday's got nothin' for me
Old pictures that I'll always see
Time just fades the pages
In my book of memories
Prayers in my pocket
And no hand in destiny
I'll keep on movin' along
With no time to plant my feet
'Cause yesterday's got nothin' for me
Old pictures that I'll always see
Some things could be better
If we'd all just let them be
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Got nothin' for me
Yesterday, there was so many things
I was never shown
Suddenly this time I found
I'm on the streets and I'm all alone
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Old pictures that I'll always see
I ain't got time to reminisce old novelties
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday's got nothin' for me
Yesterday
Yesterday
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sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
Used To Love Her
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I had to put her
Six feet under
And I can still hear her complain
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I knew I miss her
So I had to keep her
She's buried right in my back yard
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
She bitched so much
She drove me nuts
And now I'm happier this way
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I had to put her
Six feet under
And I can still hear her complain
Chorus
sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
Don't Cry (Original)
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin' of you
And the times we had...baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
And don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
sinn [Saturday, August 03, 2002]
i am so with you sinn my chica.
sinn [Monday, July 29, 2002]
The Misfits are coming! Aug.11th...........Make sure you're all there
And i'm getting Raymi trashed to same week, let's see if i'll still have a job by the end of the week.
Have any of you heard Raymi's voice, damn, she just keeps getting sexier and sexier. Hope she doesn't mind i plan on bringing my hot BC boy to her show. we can all have some fun. Well , work still sucks but now i got two... only problem is when the hell do i sleep? Besides when i'm dead smartasses.Yes Raymi i'm talking to you.Oh well, gotta go be a little slut now, tell you all the dirty details later............maybe.
sinn [Monday, July 29, 2002]
War
Until the philosophy which hold one race superior
And another
Inferior
Is finally
And permanently
Discredited
And abandoned -
Everywhere is war -
Me say war.
That until there no longer
First class and second class citizens of any nation
Until the colour of a man's skin
Is of no more significance than the colour of his eyes -
Me say war.
That until the basic human rights
Are equally guaranteed to all,
Without regard to race -
Dis a war.
That until that day
The dream of lasting peace,
World citizenship
Rule of international morality
Will remain in but a fleeting illusion to be pursued,
But never attained -
Now everywhere is war - war.
And until the ignoble and unhappy regimes
that hold our brothers in Angola,
In Mozambique,
South Africa
Sub-human bondage
Have been toppled,
Utterly destroyed -
Well, everywhere is war -
Me say war.
War in the east,
War in the west,
War up north,
War down south -
War - war -
Rumours of war.
And until that day,
The African continent
Will not know peace,
We Africans will fight - we find it necessary -
And we know we shall win
As we are confident
In the victory
Of good over evil -
Good over evil, yeah!
Good over evil -
Good over evil, yeah!
Good over evil -
Good over evil, yeah! /fadeout/
sinn [Friday, July 26, 2002]
Lipstick
On a tuesday afternoon
My mom came into my room
and said get the fuck up outta bed
and get a god damned job
so I told her hey hey fuck you mom
and I threw the phone at her head
but I missed and hit her in the SNATCH so I
slammed the door in her face
don't ever barge in my room
or ill kick your ass and call the cops
And tell them I'm abused
and you'll wind up in jail
while I snowboard in vail
no one to post your bail
cuz daddy loves me more
he says that your a
your worthless your lazy your stupid
a little over weight
Now give me 20 bucks
mommy your so
worthless your lazy your stupid
a little over weight
now give me 20 bucks
no make it 50 bucks
Now mom writes me letters
I write return to sender
Let her rot in her cell
I watch the dogs mate on her bed
sorry mom I had to pawn
the china, silver and all your jewelry
I had to eat and rent a bunch of prostitutes
like you
yourlazy your stupid
a little over weight
Now give me 20 bucks
mommy your so worthless your lazy your stupid
a little overweight
now give me 20 bucks
no make it 50 bucks
no make it 60 bucks
make it 75
why dont you just give me your whole goddamn purse
i hope your haveing fun rotting in jail
mabye i'll come vist you
nah
injoy your stretch in jail
If you don't know who sings this then you are NOT worthy
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sinn [Friday, July 26, 2002]
I Want You To Want Me
Words and Music by Rick Nielsen
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
And this version is done by Cheap Trick
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sinn [Friday, July 26, 2002]
I want you to want me
I want you to want me
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'm begging you to beg me.
And I want you now.
Yeah, I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'm begging you to beg me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'd buy brand new *SHIRT*
And put on brand new shoes
I would do anything if you say that you love me.
Didn't I didn't I didn't I see ya crying?
Didn't I didn't I didn't I see ya crying?
Sittin all alone I know you felt like dying.
And I want you now!
Megan.
She don't eat bacon.
She'd never kill a sweet little innocent piggy to get bacon.
She's one of them vegans.
She's so sweet loving sweet talking loverboy vegan.
And that's alright.
(one of my favourite songs... not that anyone cares)this version is by: Propaghandi
sinn [Friday, July 26, 2002]
Hope to see some familiar faces at Mick E Finn's later. Party hard, and Fuck harder.
sinn [Friday, July 26, 2002]
wanna go out and hang with some friends for the evening??? Before you grab your purse, and your smokes, make sure you read up on public washrooms......Raymi has got this kick ass article that explains everything you need to know about the public Loo.
She's got some other really sweet shit too, so make sure you check it out. Why? CAUSE I SAID SO. And yes, i am a total bitch, but hey, if i was any other way, i wouldn't be me.
sinn [Friday, July 26, 2002]
if u are not at least mildly turned-on by this photo then u are a fag.
-raymi le minx
sinn [Friday, July 26, 2002]
Sign the guest book, leave you mark on the world til you can leave one on me, or the other way around
sinn [Thursday, July 25, 2002]
Hermits have no peer pressure, they're boring, lonely and ooooooogly.
sinn [Thursday, July 25, 2002]
Sinn's day-job.
sinn [Wednesday, July 24, 2002]
wanna read something really true and vbery interesting?? Check out my friend Raymi's page...... and read how to be a sluutt.
Broken down it the easiest, simpliest, purest form, for all of you that still don't get.................................Get your asses out there, and enjoy life, never let anything or anyone stand in the way of you getting what you want. You only live once, and life with regrets, is very boring........talk to you later
sinn [Tuesday, July 23, 2002]
RAYMI, i am hopeless, i really need your help.......but i won't beg and you know it!!!! LOL, see you tonight.Hopefully. Anyway gotta go for now peeps, and as soon as missthang shows me how to put pics on this thing, they'll be up. Til we meet again... Keep smiling, no matter what it is you gotta do to ensure it.
sinn [Monday, July 22, 2002]
Friends are wonderful..... Gio is the bomb she gave me these books for christmas last year that i just have to share with you all, but you'll have to find out later, talk to you al soon.
Oh ya, i'll be putting up more pictures soon too.
sinn [Saturday, July 20, 2002]
Raymi..... help me. i don't know how to get to your guest book. Even if she doesn't see this and someone else does, let me know how to do this. I'm such an idiot, i need a drink.maybe that'll help the brain cells work again.
sinn [Friday, July 19, 2002]
Main weakness: Brains
Secondary weakness: sexy men
sinn [Friday, July 19, 2002]